I do not want you to be just a number or a statistic. I wish you could see how much you put a smile on your loved ones face. How important you are to many.
I have been where you are and what you are thinking about doing. Two years ago on January 29, 2016: I wrote a letter to one of my best friends stating that all I want to do is die, in a few hours. I was going to take my life! I saw how much pain this life has and at that time, that is all I could think about. Getting ready to die, can the hardest thing someone can do, especially someone in their 20s. I had a heavy burden and load since I was always the go to person when my family needed something. I had no time to take care of myself. I was thinking is there more to this life? If I could only get out of here for a little bit, I would feel so much better. Where did this joy in my life, go? I miss you… please come back….this is what I thought for many years.